mANY BLESSINGS. mAYBE i'M FEELING SORRY FOR MY SELF. that i DON'T DO, BUT... over 2 YRS AGO i HAD TO MOVE IN WITH MY ADULT DAUGHTER AND HER FAMILY. i have had my own home since I was 15 and married. TO MK. IT SHORT, MY X AND i HAD TO BREAK UP. i AM DISABLED, HAVE GAINED A LOT OF WEIGHT. DUE TO MY MANY HEALTH PROBLEMS, AND THE SEVERENESS OF THE BREAK UP, I can't leave the house. I feel totally a burden. I have no friends as I dedicated my self to my x for 8 yrs. I appreciate being able to live here, but, it's not working. I'm also , due to the last relationship suffering from p.t.s.d. I'm terrified to live alone yet I feel i'm going to die soon any way. I'M soo confused since the break up. I can't go any where if I wanted as I lost all my belongings with the breakup. And I had to sell my car. I feel my family are ashemed to let me even ride to the store, even if I set in car.. I'M LOST!!!
Many blessings, I'm not sure hope to sight works yet. But I will learn. Sending many blessings across the miles!! LostRaina.